Do you know what it's like,
To always feel down,
To feel like nobody,
Would want you around,
Do you know what it's like,
To be lost and unloved,
To be kicked to the kerb,
To be given the shove,
Do you know how it feels,
To feel nobody cares,
To have nobody with you,
To have nobody there,
Do you know how it feels,
To always be used,
To be a conveniance,
And always abused,
Do you know what it's like,
When you do not know why,
You push friends away,
And you sit and you cry,
Do you know what it's like,
To feel so alone,
To feel no one could love you,
And you're stuck on your own,
Do you know how it feels,
To wreck friends
I want to bleed,
I want to die,
To slit my wrists,
And say goodbye,
I hate my life,
I want to shout,
I want leave,
I just want out,
Id run the blade,
Alone my vein,
I'd bleed to death,
And end my pain,
I'd fall asleep,
I'd never wake,
It seems to me,
The choice to make,
I feel like this,
I don't know why,
And every night,
I sit and cry,
I sob and wish,
The pain away,
But as it seems,
It's here to stay,
It's all too much,
I cannot cope,
I'm out of faith,
I'm out of hope,
And things won't change,
They never will,
10 years could pass,
Id be here still,
I'll always feel,
Inside my heart,
As if my life's,
Been to
From this point on I plan to keep,
My feelings locked away,
My emotion will stay deep inside,
And never see the light of day,
I will not let anybody in,
Nor let my true self show,
I will not let anyone get close,
So don't try the answer's no,
Along with this my heart is locked,
And although I'll be alone,
I won't have to face a single soul,
And I can remain here on my own,
For everyone there's someone else,
That's what people always say,
Well even if that's possible,
I won't meet them anyway,
The reason why is as I said,
I'm shutting everybody out,
The window to my life is closed,
And will stay shut without a doubt,
And fo
Dreams are sometimes only that by Wrathlon, literature
Literature
Dreams are sometimes only that
We all have dreams to which we hold,
And these dreams we hope come true,
But what happens when you realise,
That those dreams wont be for you,
Like when you find that special girl,
Whom no matter where you roam,
As long as they are there beside you,
They make you feel at home,
You'd do anything to make them smile,
To make them happy every day,
And to do that you must leave those dreams,
You must turn and walk away,
So instead of dreams there's nothing left,
You feel empty - you feel hollow,
You yell and scream, you cry and sob,
Yet you can't control your sorrow,
You know you've done the thing thats best,
Though they're by som
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OK so, I figure I should probably update this with something more meaningful than a several year old post of me proclaiming alcoholism :p
So a lot has changed since then. I've loved and lost. Fucked up pretty badly and slowly trying to make up for it.
I also managed to pay off my car (Which shit itself big time recently but a HUGE thanks to my step dad for the cash to fix it). New motor, replaced the radiator cap and thermostat to fix the overheating problem, new ECU as the old one decided to crap itself completely and it's good as new (better actually :D)
I bought a house too - 3 Bedroom, large loungeroom, MASSIVE study out the back (Whic
Just a whine, Belinda is in Japan and I misses her ;_; /sigh
Until she gets back Im pretty damn bored so when she DOES get back we are painting a Longcat racing stripe on my car and building a fort out of my furniture, win.